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  J.R. Ward lives in the South with her incredibly supportive husband and her beloved golden retriever. After graduating from law school, she began working in health care in Boston and spent many years as chief of staff for one of the premier academic medical centres in the nation.

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  Also by J. R. Ward

  THE BLACK DAGGER BROTHERHOOD SERIES

  Dark Lover

  Lover Eternal

  Lover Revealed

  Lover Awakened

  Lover Unbound

  Lover Enshrined

  Lover Avenged

  Lover Mine

  Lover Unleashed

  Lover Reborn

  The Black Dagger Brotherhood: An Insider's Guide

  FALLEN ANGELS SERIES:

  Covet

  Crave

  Envy

  Rapture

  Possession

  Table of Contents

  About the Author

  Also by J. R. Ward

  Dedication

  Acknowledgments

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-one

  Chapter Twenty-two

  Chapter Twenty-three

  Chapter Twenty-four

  Chapter Twenty-five

  Chapter Twenty-six

  Chapter Twenty-seven

  Chapter Twenty-eight

  Chapter Twenty-nine

  Chapter Thirty

  Chapter Thirty-one

  Chapter Thirty-two

  Chapter Thirty-three

  Chapter Thirty-four

  Chapter Thirty-five

  Chapter Thirty-six

  Chapter Thirty-seven

  Chapter Thirty-eight

  Chapter Thirty-nine

  Chapter Forty

  Chapter Forty-one

  Chapter Forty-two

  Chapter Forty-three

  Chapter Forty-four

  Chapter Forty-five

  Chapter Forty-six

  Chapter Forty-seven

  Chapter Forty-eight

  Chapter Forty-nine

  Chapter Fifty

  Chapter Fifty-one

  Chapter Fifty-two

  Chapter Fifty-three

  Chapter Fifty-four

  Chapter Fifty-five

  Chapter Fifty-six

  Chapter Fifty-seven

  Chapter Fifty-eight

  To Morris M. Weiss, M.D.,

  a gentleman and true Renaissance man.

  Acknowledgments

  With so many thanks to all my readers!

  Thank you also to Steve Axelrod, Kara Welsh, Leslie Gelbman and everyone at New American Library!

  And with eternal love to my family, both those of blood and those of adoption, and to all of Team Waud--you know who you are.

  Oh, and as always, I have to acknowledge the love and devotion of the better half of WriterDog.

  Chapter

  One

  "Okay ... where am I? Where am I ... where--"

  Cait Douglass leaned into the steering wheel of her little Lexus SUV, like that was going to increase the odds of her finding the hair salon.

  Tennis-matching it between the road ahead and the lineup of ritzy shops to the left, she shook her head. "The real question is, what the hell am I doing...?"

  As she trolled down an Epcot Center of luxury boutiques, she was out of her element. French bedding. Italian shoes. English stationery. Clearly this part of Caldwell, New York, was not only worldly, but capable of supporting these triple-H places: high-end, highbrow, high-cost.

  Huh.

  Might be worth a good gander sometime, just to know how the other half lived--not going to happen now, though. She was late, and more to the point, it was seven thirty at night, so everything was closed. Made sense. The rich were probably sitting down in their crystal-strewn dining rooms, doing whatever Bruce Wayne did when he was out of his Batman costume.

  Plus the environs made her nervous. Yup, lesson learned: Next time she decided to get her hair done, she was not asking her cousin, the one who was married to a plastic surgeon, for a reference--

  Cait hit the brakes. "Gotcha!"

  Yanking an illegal U-turn, she parallel-parked at a meter that didn't require plugging, and got out.

  "Brrr." With a shiver, she pulled her lapels in tight. Late April in upstate meant that it could still get cold enough to count as February in more reasonable places, and as usual, the winter was hanging in strong--like a houseguest with nowhere else to go.

  "I've got to move somewhere. Georgia ... Florida." Maybe relocating could be the crowning glory of her year of reclamation. "Tahiti."

  The hair salon was the lone still-open standout on the block, its interior lit up bright as daylight--and yet there didn't appear to be anyone inside. Stepping through the glass door, the air was all sweet perfume with an undertow of chemicals, and the discordant, wavy music was way too sophisticated for her.

  Whoa, fancy. Everything was black and white marble, the dozen or so stations spick-and-span, the row of sinks with their Liberace leather reclining chairs like some kind of napping center for grown-ups. On the walls there were framed, larger-than-life head shots of models rocking Zoolander's Blue Steel, and the floor was shiny as a plate.

  As she walked up to the reception desk, her sensible shoes made a squeaking sound--like all that Carrara didn't approve of them.

  "Hello?"

  Rubbing her nose as it kept tickling, she thought, for the love of God, the thing needed to sneeze or get over itself.

  Lot of mirrors--which made her truly uncomfortable. She'd never been much for looking at herself--not because she was ugly, but because where she came from, that kind of thing was frowned upon.

  Thank God her parents lived out West when they weren't traveling. No reason they'd ever know she'd set foot in a place like this.

  "Hello?" She went deeper into the interior, checking out the island in the middle that was obviously where they mixed the colors. So many tubes of various hues of blond, brunette, red ... and some of a more Crayola spectrum. Blue hair? Pink?

  Maybe she should blow this off...

  The man who came out of the back was thin as a shadow, those shrink-wrapped black jeans clearly helping his toothpick legs keep him upright.

  "Are you zee Cait Douglass?" he said in an accent that she couldn't place and could barely understand.

  "Ah, yes, I am."

  As his dark, dark stare narrowed and locked on her hair, it was like a doctor eyeballing a rheumatic patient--and though he hardly looked like a serial killer, something about him made her want to turn and bolt for the door. Her skin was literally itching for her to get out of here, and this time it didn't have anything to do with her family's fundamentalist value system.

  "My chair, eez dis over here," he announced.

  At least ... she thought that was what he'd said--okay, yup, he was pointing at one of the stations.

  Now or never, Cait thought, glancing around and hoping to borrow some courage from something, anything. But nobody else was with them, and that trippy electronic music bubbling overhead made her brain spin. Worse, rather than being inspired by those photographs, all she could
think of was that people really didn't need to take what grew out of their head so seriously.

  Wait, that was her mother talking.

  "Yes, thank you," she said with a nod.

  Following his lead, she sat down in an incredibly comfortable leather seat, and then she was spun around to face the glass. Ducking her eyes to her lap, she jumped as he burrowed his surprisingly strong hands into her hair.

  "So what are you thinking?" he asked. Which came out as something close to, Sue va troo zinking?

  This is a bad idea, is what she was zinking.

  Cait forced herself to focus on her reflection. Same deep brown hair. Same blue eyes. Same fine features. But there was makeup on her pale skin now, something she'd just recently learned how to apply without feeling like she was going into Kardashian territory. The body was different, too. Eight months of working hard in the gym had leaned her out in ways that the scale didn't necessarily recognize, but her clothes sure did. And the handbag in her lap was bright red, the sort of thing she never would have worn a year ago.

  Naturally, everything else was gray and black, stuff that had been in her closet since before this year of change. But the Sephora tips, like the pop of color, made her feel ... well, not the way she used to.

  "Zo ...?" the stylist prompted, as he came around and struck a pose against the mirror.

  With his arms crossed and his chin dipped, he reminded her of someone, but she couldn't place it.

  Cait fingered her hair like he had, hoping it would germinate an idea in her head. "I don't know. What do you think?"

  As he pursed his mouth, she realized he had lip gloss on. "Bloond."

  Bloond? What the hell was--"You mean blond?"

  When he nodded, Cait mostly sucked back the recoil. Red accessories were one thing. Lady Gaga was another: She was prepared to dip her toe in the salon waters. Not drown herself.

  "I wasn't thinking that extreme."

  He reached forward and did that fingers-through-the-locks thing again. "No, deftly bloond--und viz the law lits as vell."

  Law lits? Like he wanted to go tort reform on her hair?

  "I don't even know what those are."

  "Tvust me."

  Cait met her own eyes again, and for some reason thought of her closet, where everything was arranged by type--and she would have done color sorting among the blouses, pants, skirts and dresses, too, but there were only so many variations on shadow.

  Photoshopping a blond wig on her head made her want to hit the door again. But she was sick of her mouse-brown, too.

  Now is the time to live, she thought. Never any younger. Never any better. No guarantee that tomorrow would come for her.

  "Bloond, huh," she whispered.

  "Bloond," the stylist said. "And ve're lawyer up, tou. Ze changing vroom iz trough vere."

  Cait looked over her shoulder. Trough vere was a little hallway that had four doors opening off of it. She didn't suppose which one you chose mattered. But not all decisions had such lack of consequences.

  "All right," she heard herself say.

  Getting to her feet, she squeaked her way across the shiny floor and felt as though she were walking on water--but not like Jesus did. This was not a miracle; this was a mortal woman feeling unsteady on an otherwise stable floor.

  But she wasn't going to pull out. The recent tragedy that had struck the community in so many ways had woken her up on an even deeper level, and she wasn't going to waste time with any lack-of-courage bullcrap. She was alive, and that was a gift.

  After a moment's hesitation, she went through the first door on the right.

  As Duke Phillips strode down the sidewalk, people got out of his way, even though this was a rough part of Caldie after dark. Probably had something to do with his size, which was a bene he leveraged in both his jobs: big and muscular. Maybe it was his temperament, too: In violation of the New York State code of avoidance, he met the other schmoes right in the eye, ready for anything.

  Hell, even looking for something.

  The full-on stare routine was a favor rarely returned. Most of the men, whether they were gang members, drug dealers, or partiers heading for the clubs, followed the rules, their peepers shifting away from him and staying gone.

  Too bad. He liked fights.

  As for the women? He didn't pay attention to them--although that was because he didn't want to fend off the inevitable "hey, daddys," not because they were a threat to him.

  God knew females couldn't touch him on any level except physical, and he wasn't interested in sex at the moment.

  What he was in search of was a purple door. An ugly-ass, stupidly painted purple door with a billboard-size handprint on it. And what do you know, about fifty yards later, the entrance he was looking for presented itself on the right. As he gripped the black handle, he wanted to snap the thing off, and the red neon outline of the word Psychic made him curse.

  On so many levels, he couldn't believe he was coming here. Again. It just didn't--

  A sudden fluttering in his chest made him wonder if he'd gone into atrial fib from annoyance--but it was just his phone on vibrate. Taking the thing out, he recognized the number.

  "You need me?" he clipped, because he hated wasting time with any kind of "Hello, how are you, hasn't the weather been good/bad/rainy/snowy lately" shit.

  Alex Hess's voice was deep for a woman, her words as direct as a man's. "Yeah, can you pick up an extra shift for me tonight?"

  His boss was probably the only female he respected--then again, it was hard not to take seriously someone who'd snapped a grown man's tibia in front of you: As head of security for the Iron Mask, she didn't appreciate dealers on her turf, especially ones with short-term amnesia who she'd already warned not to sell in her club. You had one shot with Alex. After that? You were lucky if the damage was merely cosmetic and/or cast-related.

  He checked his old watch. "I can be over in about forty-five, but I've got to be somewhere at ten tonight--that'll only take a half hour, though."

  "Good deal, I appreciate it."

  "No problem." Duke hung up, and faced off at the purple door again.

  Compelled by a force that he had long detested and never understood, he threw the thing open, the old wood panels ricocheting off the wall. As he caught the thing in his fist on the rebound, he looked up the flight of stairs that double-backed on itself for five stories. He'd been coming here for how long?

  Such bullshit.

  And yet his heavy boots carried him up two steps at a time, his thigh muscles grabbing onto his leg bones, his hard hand gripping the iron railing like it was a throat, his body coiling for a fight.

  When he got to the top, the sign on the door read, PLEASE HAVE A SEAT AND WAIT TO BE GREETED. Like it was a shrink's office or something.

  He didn't follow the directions, but paced back and forth on the cramped landing. The two chairs available for asses were mismatched and painted in a psychedelic array of bright-and-rainbow. The air smelled of the incense that was burned inside. And under his boots, a Tibetan rug was threadbare, but not because it had been made cheaply.

  He hated waiting on a good day. Despised it in this context--frankly, he didn't know why the hell he kept coming back. It was like some unseen steel chain was linked around his chest and pulling him to this place. God knew he thought this was a waste of time, but he kept showing up--

  "I've been waiting for you," came a female voice on the far side of the closed door.

  She always did that. The woman always knew when he'd made an appearance--and it wasn't like she had video monitoring equipment mounted on the ceiling.

  Then again, his pacing probably wasn't silent. Not with all the muttering, at any rate.

  The knob on the door was old and brass, its face polished by the countless palms that had twisted it over time. Watching it turn, a warped sense of unreality crept into his body and laid claim to his mind. As the woman in draped robing revealed herself, he was the one who looked down and avoided confront
ation.

  "Come in," she said in a low voice.

  Damn it, he hated this; he truly did.

  As he stepped inside, a clock began to chime ... eight times. In his ears, it sounded like a scream.

  "You need to be cleansed. Your aura is black."

  Duke shoved his hands into the pockets of his jeans and flexed his shoulders. "How's that different than normal."

  "It isn't."

  Exactly. Shit, for all he knew, she was making things worse instead of better, cursing him instead of healing him.

  "Sit, sit, sit..."

  He glanced over at the round table with its central-casting crystal ball, and Tarot card deck, and white candles. Just like the heavily draped psychic herself, tapestries hung from the workspace to the floor, pooling in a swirl of every color imaginable. There were two chairs, one large enough to be considered a throne, the other more pedestrian, the sort of thing you could find at Office Depot.

  He just wanted to leave.

  He sat down instead.

  Chapter

  Two

  Six ... seven...

  Eight.

  Sitting on the edge of his bed, Jim Heron waited to see if the grandfather clock on the landing had anything else to say. When all he got was an earful of silence, he took a draw on his Marlboro. He hated that goddamn timekeeper--the tone of it, the incessant gonging, and most especially the fact that from time to time, it let out a count of thirteen.

  Not that he was superstitious.

  Nah.

  Okay, maybe just a little. Then again, events had recently shaken him out of his belief that reality was a single dimension based on what you could see, hear, and touch: Courtesy of accepting the position of savior of the friggin' world, he'd learned that the devil in fact existed--and liked Louboutins over Blahniks, long walks on the beach, and sex doggy style. He'd also met some angels, become one himself, and been to a version of Heaven that appeared to be based on Downton Abbey.

  So yeah, clocks that didn't need to be wound, weren't plugged into an outlet, and couldn't count right? Not funny.

  Taking a drag on his cigarette, he tilted his head back and blew out a steady stream. As the smoke rose, he looked around at his digs. Faded Victorian wallpaper. Ceiling with a stain in the corner. Leaded-glass windows in old sashes that were painted shut. Bed the size of a football field with a Gothic headboard that made him think of Vincent Price movies.

  There were another thirty-three rooms like it.

  Or was it thirty-four?

  He'd been looking for inexpensive accommodations that were a little off the beaten path. He hadn't exactly planned for a decrepit ark that had iffy running water, spotty electricals, a stove that burped gas, and drafty walls that let plenty of chilly air in.